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Having a real snarky flareup since last month that won't stop. Starts off like a sinus infection with migraines and feeling fatigued like having a constant flu, but it's not bacterial or viral in nature ( at least to the point of being contagious to others ). Sore throat, "raw" feeling tongue and inner mouth with ulcerations. One moment nasal drip choking me, the next so stuffy I can't breath except through mouth and my Sjögren's makes it worse because I dry out so easy. Weak body and balance disturbances leave me running into walls/door frames and random objects and bumping things because I feel detached from my body when its this bad. Riding my personal roller coaster dizzily swaying about. Everything hurts, esp lower back/hips. Swelling in legs and puffy small joints, sore glands. So bad the other day I had to resort to using cane and I *hate* doing that. It starts to let up a little for a few days so I try to get things done that I couldn't do while I was worse off and being mindful not to overdo. I thought I had kicked it, but then it comes back strong. Body can't decide if insomnia or hypersomnia is better. This is the worst I have ever been since I got Journey and he is beside himself, not sure how to respond. He's been extra pushy and bothersome, acting out repeatedly. Still trying to fine tune his responses and how fast he moves ( normal, he's still learning ), he gets a little carried away when he is particularly worried or senses I am not doing well, which has been worse the past week or so. Haven't gotten as much done as I have wanted on account of being sick and lacking the coherency and energy to do most of it. Don't mind me while I blob about.
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UPDATE 1 :
Quick update on my mom. She was diagnosed with stage 3 colon cancer. As far as they can tell, it has not spread anywhere else. She is on heavy chemo and radiation to shrink it so they can do surgery to remove it. Thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers and your support. Mom and I and the rest of our family greatly appreciate it. Will keep updating as she goes through treatment.
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I have some bad news. I just found out today my mom was diagnosed with colon cancer. She has to go next week for more testing. Hopefully it has not spread anywhere else. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers.
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Midsummer Update
I'm alive. Been focusing all energy on some new endeavors and adventures the past several months. Happy I can finally start sharing info about it here. Stayed tuned. Hope everyone has been well.
Broken Greenhouse
Apologies for not much posting, but on top of having to deal with painful emergency oral surgery and recovery over the holidays, and other general downers like not being able to eat much without blending it because hardly any teeth left ( new dieting strategy? lolz ), my greenhouse was totally destroyed early this morning due do unexpected severe wind storm. It was already damaged from a wind storm that happened while I was laid up from the oral surgery, and not having had the chance to fully repair that damage and some tension loss in the guy ropes. The wind brought in by this front had 50mph sustained gusts all day that just obliterated the
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UGH. Would some fresh air help?